Lady-Frog

just wear the smile so they wont know what your thinking just wear the smile so they wont see the truth keep on the mask no one wants you without it just wear the smile so they wont know just wear the smile so they wont see keep on the mask too dark behind it just wear the smile so they wont know your doubts just wear the smile so they wont see the emptiness keep on the mask your no good without it just wear the smile so they wont know just wear the smile so they wont see keep on the mask stay hidden behind it just wear the smile so they wont know your in pain just wear the smile so they wont see your weak keep on

alright i think that poem was up long enough. ok so dec.11th started my breakup.a few fights and make ups later, new years eve we were officially over.( well actually we were over when he was "kinda"dating my "bff".) but new years was when we both decided there was no fixing it. new years i went to my friend CC's party.got to see some old friends and make new ones! such as dakhla and emerald-rukario. hhmm..better topic: plans for this year:(in no order) -get job -move out -start new life where i dont depend on anyone but myself^-^. (cuz i sabotage myself enough) -use the gym membership i got. -boost self esteem -work my butt off o

i see you and my heart goes still. its been so long yet you can stir it up again that feeling i get inside. in my stomach,heart,and throat something i wounder if you feel too. i need to know i need to know are you distant because of them? cuz of what they have done before? what they can do in the time left... if so,i can understand that.. or maybe its my fault somehow? i need to know i need to know there is so much i want to ask you so much i want to tell you i wish i had just a few minutes to try to get it all out to ask if you feel the same. i need to know i need to know the last time we were alone, i could have kisse