i see you and my heart goes still.
its been so long yet you can stir it up again
that feeling i get inside.
in my stomach,heart,and throat
something i wounder if you feel too.

i need to know
i need to know

are you distant because of them?
cuz of what they have done before?
what they can do in the time left...
if so,i can understand that..
or maybe its my fault somehow?

i need to know
i need to know

there is so much i want to ask you
so much i want to tell you
i wish i had just a few minutes
to try to get it all out
to ask if you feel the same.

i need to know
i need to know

the last time we were alone,
i could have kissed you.
i should have kissed you!
or at least tried...
just to see if you wanted me to

i need to know
i need to know

it hurts to think about you for too long
you get me so confused
i want to know what you are thinking
when you have to walk away
have to, or want to?

i need to know
i need to know

i thought i cut that part off.
the one that makes you more then a friend
the only one i fooled into thinking that was me
anyone else could easily tell it was still there
can you still tell?

i need to know
i need to know

i feel you slipping further away
can see it sometimes
even when we get a coffee with friends.
its like im watching from a window
do i try to hard to reach you?

i need to know
i need to know

i get so jealous
when you rush off with another friend.
you have so many others now
i want to be a part of your life
do you want me there too?

i need to know.....



as i said i will be putting poems here now.anyways, i hope you read this..but if you dont/cant, id like one of our friends to somehow tell you about it...we share enough of them on here that at least one of them should get it.
im off to bed now...enjoy